就让我这样就很好

Recently having more time to myself, 开始与自己和解
Saturday was talking to my MVP.
I told him, 'I will try to be more receptive to compliments'
Haha he asked me is it too much time because this is what he told me like 4 months ago rofl.
(YAH GOT 4 MONTHS LIAO OMG)

I'm just reflecting on myself what tsk.
He told me, accept praises with grace
Then I told him I will try lah.

I told MVP to download Plato so that we can play Minesweeper together.
Haha but he only jio-ed me like 2-3 games then he played himself liao tsk
This guy...
Anyway, I'm glad to have him back as a friend
Although he younger than me, but he lets me behave like a kid sometimes and I'm grateful for that
关于我们两个的事情，也许我们之前都处理得不算太好，不过至少现在摊开了没有遗憾。
Among all my guy friends, I can say he is one of the few that knows me really well.
Because I cried on his shoulder before, quite comfortable (Wei~)
Then I also spammed him all my deepest negativity also. (And said sorry after that)
So yeap.

I trying to keep my circle small bah.
(Again the MVP told me this N months ago but I never listened to him)
I missed the period where me and him just come and go together for games.
He ask me don't chap other people business, then I also try to stay as low key as him lo.
Tbh I felt very happy during that period, where everything is so simple.
When I'm not involved in anything.
我很喜欢这种简单的幸福吧？

Hmmm when I told him what happened to me after we cut for 1 month(sounds very wrong but yah),
he was like... 'as usual mah you being garbage collecter'
I roll eye dao...
Then he asked, 'were you looking for a better description?'
Me: Rubbish bin?
I can feel his eye rolling over WhatsApp LOL

But weird now is it we a bit change liao?
Season 1 I was involved with a lot of stuff.
But now Season 2 he more active than me, while I'm totally just drawing my circle
I am so happy for him though, because he last time 不合群
Now can still play animal chess with my shifu and other bros omg

Stay home for me means, I can find back what I loved to do.
E.g. write songs, play keyboard, practice guitar, exercise, write blogs, LRS reviews(something new)
Although still need ask permission to play guitar haha (the rest not noisy one so no need)

Keeping myself busy is good ah, at least make use of the time you have, to do something meaningful
Stay strong, and don't get devoured by negativities