Day 127.

Hmmm seems like I’m gone for awhile. I did not purposely 神隐 ok. Just xiao tired everyday lol feeling tired than internship. Shall not elaborate more about that but a summary would be I was ‘me-time deprived’ for the past two weeks. Moving on, I have to say JB was really interesting! I meant it’s nice that my friends show me around. And today results release I wanna use that QQ emoji which is like 😂 + 🤦‍♀. I called it facepalm cry. ‘Cause the lame module got B+ lolololol then my trimester gpa is 4.79. Lame hahahaha. Cumulative still second lower lah calculated before le 😂

And three major events that happened:
1. Accepted into SUTD
2. Signed my first job
3. Gotten final results from SIT

1 made my day, I was so happy because like one step closer to dream. 3 is like I got countless nightmares that I failed lololol end up I was relieved. As for 2, I rejected a few(one with higher pay too) to accept that so I hope all will be good. 2 is like love hate relationship so we’ll see how when I start bah. Another part of me was thinking of be a full time masters student and just get loan HAHAHAHA. But I was recently motivated, by a few true stories.

There was this girl also struggling between her job and masters degree. Her job was not 9-5, but a much more hectic and 7 day work job. But she managed to graduate with good grades and excel in her job. Another example would be this guy who is having a ‘on call’ job. It’s like no matter when, when he gets a notification he needs to go for his work. So he end up missing a lot of classes and examinations. But he did not give up, he told his prof that he needs the degree. Then they negotiate until a common consensus was reached. And he also managed to graduate.

So yeap, after reading many of such these case studies(Wei) I felt more confident to chiong for a year. My last resort is study comes first.

I enjoyed studying a lot, not kidding. Stop saying I siao ah. I feel that one should constantly be attaining new knowledge, no matter how old you are. And yes I am very lazy. Although my timetable planned that I have to read 5 articles today but I only read 5 sentences. Wei. But, it’s a good start.

And a lot of stuff that happened here and there so I can't really talk about everything I guess.